The days till the Biospy

Let me say, days of waiting are the hardest.  Even under the best of circumstances.  Here I was a newlywed- about to enjoy my first Christmas married to Jefferson.  About to be on our way to Virgina to share it with his mom and brother and the ability to relax was unrealistic.  We had decided to drive so we packed the dog and our things and headed out on our two day journey.  The entire trip there we didn't even play the radio.  We talked and I even cried at times.  I do want to be strong- but I am finding the history that I have is replaying in my brain.  I'll explain that more later.  Until then I have 14 days till the biospy.  WOW